[ traejan grins and shields his glass behind his other arm when she tosses the pillow so he doesn't spill a drop. ]
'Whatever has happened' is an apt description. I expected better considering he broke down and wept right in front of me. [ he shrugged a shoulder. ] No, you should not forgive him because he is a damned fool. I could kill him myself.. a few times.. and he'd deserve more. You're right here.
[ he peers down into his glass for a moment or two, because he's sure he didn't make his drink that strong. mostly that what he feels about this is infuriating and impossible to fully contain, even though this is the last thing he ever wants to make about himself. it's not like he enjoys thinking about what he doesn't have.
but he can't wholly shake his anger at the fact that the selfish bastard had the woman he seemed to behave like he couldn't live without here beside him and still managed to have his head turned anyway. ]
Anyway, that is why you are a good mother who will raise fine children and he will die alone and remembered as little more than a donor..
[ he is mindful of the fact that he has claws on his right hand now as he gently lets his fingers card through her hair. he says nothing of carnal relations at all, although he does find it amusing that she should even comment on it as she does. it's true that he'd teased before and even told her there was a standing offer back when it was only the two of them, but those were much different circumstances at the time. ]
Mm. I have been in contact with one called Jiang Wanyin. He struggles with the reality of what we are now but has a strong motivation to fight. And anger. Almost an exhausting amount of anger. [ seriously, just thinking about it is tiring. ] Even if we cannot deal with the Fourth directly I'm sure there are priests one could gather some information from. They must have a hard sell to convince anyone their god can stand on equal ground. New people continue to show up here and the fog rolls in for days at a time, allowing even those who would burn under the sun freedom to venture out whenever they please. Where does the Fourth God display its power? I haven't seen a thing.
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'Whatever has happened' is an apt description. I expected better considering he broke down and wept right in front of me. [ he shrugged a shoulder. ] No, you should not forgive him because he is a damned fool. I could kill him myself.. a few times.. and he'd deserve more. You're right here.
[ he peers down into his glass for a moment or two, because he's sure he didn't make his drink that strong. mostly that what he feels about this is infuriating and impossible to fully contain, even though this is the last thing he ever wants to make about himself. it's not like he enjoys thinking about what he doesn't have.
but he can't wholly shake his anger at the fact that the selfish bastard had the woman he seemed to behave like he couldn't live without here beside him and still managed to have his head turned anyway. ]
Anyway, that is why you are a good mother who will raise fine children and he will die alone and remembered as little more than a donor..
[ he is mindful of the fact that he has claws on his right hand now as he gently lets his fingers card through her hair. he says nothing of carnal relations at all, although he does find it amusing that she should even comment on it as she does. it's true that he'd teased before and even told her there was a standing offer back when it was only the two of them, but those were much different circumstances at the time. ]
Mm. I have been in contact with one called Jiang Wanyin. He struggles with the reality of what we are now but has a strong motivation to fight. And anger. Almost an exhausting amount of anger. [ seriously, just thinking about it is tiring. ] Even if we cannot deal with the Fourth directly I'm sure there are priests one could gather some information from. They must have a hard sell to convince anyone their god can stand on equal ground. New people continue to show up here and the fog rolls in for days at a time, allowing even those who would burn under the sun freedom to venture out whenever they please. Where does the Fourth God display its power? I haven't seen a thing.